Ya Allah please give some strength (':


- Oh Allah , remind me that your plans is more better than my dreams :) -

Assalamualaikum readers , okay today 4 November right ? Semalam I dah BREAK dengan Megat Abdul Aziz ? Why ? 

Okay semalam mimi pergi sekolah , and then lepasperhimpunan , ada dak form 2 hugme from back . Girl okay . And then , she ask me , that i couple with Megat or not . I ask she why ? Which megat ? And then she said ' AJIX ' .Ohyeahh , thats the reality is right . I ask her why . Then ,she said ' Tinggallah dia , dia ada perempuan lain . Dak batu balai form 3 names Syafira . Ya Allah , i cant do anything when im hear what that girl say . I just enter my classroom and i said to my friends . I cry for a while .

My friends say dont trust what tht junior say . Maybe she likes your bf Syamimi . Hmm , yeahhh , I should ask Megat first (': .

*back home*

Megat send text to me . I reply and i solve it with right way . I almost cry when he said it true , He said yes , i have another girl . Ahhhh , how crazy that boy ? I love him as much i can . But , what does he reply ? Amazing game! *claps* You win get my heart that you rude! I want punch you . I almost cry :'( But i need i dont too sad love a boy who doesnt love me . Okay ? 

At the midnight , Imran . Who my bestie . Send me a message bcoz i just dnt reply your text . Heyy , i just dont understand wih you la . Even dah break still give me a lot of hopes ! Ahhhh great :) *claps*

When i text with Imran , he asked me to reply ur wechat . And okay i think i should reply . Bcause i dont want you be my enemy . And i be your enemy . Huhhhh , Imran gave me some supporters  HE ALWAYS BESIDE ME! Different than you . You left me lonely . Yahh i hope you happy with a girl that you choose . I left a person who love me just because want be with you . But what you give ? You left me for a girl that you love . Ohhh shantekkkkkk ! I act like i strong infrnt you and also my friends . Thank you bae for 10 months 26 days :* Thanks for this sadness and happiness :) . I dont know to who i want shre all this . But i just can tell Allah about my sadness . Because only Allah can understanding me :) Thank you Allah .

 ~ 7/12/2013 - 3/11/2014 ~

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